I haven’t had that much time recently to work on converting my site to Wordpress/combining Heart Smash with the blog. I need to hurry up and finish my necessary shopping for dorm supplies and clothes and such. Hopefully I can find everything I need and hopefully won’t turn out to be that broke. I also need to register for a credit card or something …

July is almost over which means that college is soon coming. AHHH -runs away- I don’t think I want to experience college just yet. It has been slowly hitting me that I will never be in High School ever again. Now that I’m gone, I’m missing it. I remember that back in freshman year, I hated it so much. Now it is the total opposite. Anyways I haven’t really prepared for dorming. I didn’t buy any dorm supplies nor school supplies. I’m going to go shopping tomorrow so I guess I can check out things that I will need. I know I’m so going to forget some necessities. It’s because I’m used to them just being there at home that I will probably forget about them when I’m away and only remember when I need it. I think I’ll have to ransack my home and look through every inch to check to see what I will need in college. Haha.

Anyways, I put up a new layout on Heart Smash. Since I haven’t merged this blog with it yet, I put up a Cbox on the sidebar so that people can just comment there if they wanted to say something instead of having no way to talk to me. Sooner or later I will merge the two together. Thank you Margaret for your suggestion. I will go try it even though I will most likely mess something up along the way like I always do. XD’

I think I’ll stop typing now. For some reasons, my right middle finger hurts. I think I probably accidentally hit my bone against something. D;

About two weeks of summer passed by so quickly. Soon I’ll be off to college. Oh no. I am not ready to go back to school. I’m not used to living away from home for so long. I already have so many things to worry about due to college, especially in the dorming area. I am stressing myself out with this stuff. I know I shouldn’t but I just can’t help it. It’s in my nature to worry … and to stress out about everything. >.>

On the other hand, I am determined to make this summer worthwhile minus the college stress. This will probably be the last work-free summer. I almost got a job this summer but I’m glad I didn’t. I need to enjoy this summer seeing as I’ll most likely have to get a job next summer to pay for college. WHY IS COLLEGE SO DAMN EXPENSIVE?!?! D; Evil. I better get a good future out of this. Haha. xD

My site looks abandoned. Well, it kind of is. I haven’t really added anything to it. I still do not know how to merge wordpress with Heart Smash. Well thanks Margaret for the suggestion! However, I do not know how to make wordpress layouts. How great. Should I just eliminate the blog or just keep them both separate? I feel the need to let my visitors (the ones that are left anyways) comment on site related issues seeing as my blogs are so damn boring that hardly anyone reads them. xD And they are always about the same stuff. But most of the time it’s because I always forget to blog about the interesting things and when I remember to blog, there’s always never anything to blog about.

Anyways, I moved my graphics (icons) journal to MintJar (LJ). I decided to use l0veannie as a private blog.

These few upcoming days will be extremely busy and stressful. After that, I’ll be able to relax a lot more. I’ve been inspired a lot these past few days. Maybe I’ll become more inspired afterwards to do something about Heart Smash.

Guess who’s a high school graduate? So now that school’s over, I started to think about my last four years in school. It still hasn’t really hit me yet that high school is over. It would have been the best four years of my life but there are some things that don’t make it as memorable. Oh well. Hopefully college can make up for it even though it already started becoming bad for me. Hopefully I’ll be able to fix those problems over the summer. I want a fresh new start when I go to college.

So now that school is out, summer is here. Finally. I’ve been waiting for summer to come and it seems to have come by quickly. Senior year passed by so quickly that I missed out on a lot of things. I don’t have a summer job but I guess I can still try to look for one even though I doubt there are any available at this time. It’s okay, I’ll go roam around and explore. xD I will probably hang out and maybe even catch up with my photography. The places near where I live are pretty so it should make for some great photos. Now all I need to do is buy a new memory card …

Well, I finally made a new layout for Heart Smash. It turned out not as great as I wanted to .. as usual. It’s too plain. The background is too white. =/ Oh well. I’ll try to make it better on the next layout. Now all I have to do is try to combine Heart Smash with wordpress by putting wordpress on the front page the way I used to have Cutenews there like that. Anyone have any nice tutorials that can help me with it? I’d greatly appreciate any help that you guys can give me. =)

Also, guess what? I’m sick. T___T What a great way to start off the summer. I’m a lot better now and I hope I’m all well by the time it’s my birthday. With all the senior year stress, I almost forgot that it’s my birthday. I’m almost 18. Don’t I feel old. I’ll miss being 17 and not legal. xD Only one more day of being 17. Hope being 18 would be nice.

I’ll be graduating next week. It’ll probably hit me then that it’s over for me. I’ll miss everyone and my four years in my school. Change is hard. >< I'll enjoy my summer before college. I hope it won't be that bad even though I know quite a lot about how college will be like, I have to experience it for myself to judge. I hope graduation turns out well.

On the other hand, prom was AMAZING. I didn’t expect it to turn out to be like this. But omg, how I wish the night didn’t end. Absolutely, one of the best nights of my life. If only I had more nights like this. <3

Graduation is coming up in less than 2 weeks and am I prepared? Hell no. But am I ever prepared for anything? =/ I’m not ready for college yet although I am a bit excited about dorming. I am going to miss my home though. And all the luxuries here seeing as I can’t bring everything there. I hate dorm rooms for being so damn small. T___T I’ll have to manage. How am I going to decide what to bring and what not to? I like having everything with me. ^^

I have been so busy these past few weeks like I mentioned so many times before. This week will probably die down a bit with the stress, hopefully. Then it will start again next week. Then school is out and summerrrrrrrrrrr<3 I do not know what I am doing yet though. I want a job but .. nice jobs are hard to find. >< Would someone like to offer me a job? Or better yet, just provide me with the money? xD Who wouldn't love that.

Anyways I'll have more time this week, so during the middle of the week and beyond, I will probably attempt to try to merge my Wordpress blog with Heart Smash. Wish me luck with that. Anyways, I haven’t added any content since the wallpapers because I didn’t have time. However, this week I will probably add more. Some more wallpapers perhaps? I don’t think anyone likes them enough to use though. But they sure are fun to make.

It’s really late and I haven’t had the proper amount of sleep since forever. Especially last week. Dealing with prom is some hardcore stuff. It’s almost 4 and I should have been off to bed at least 2 hours ago … Good night. ^^ (Although I’m pretty sure I won’t be in bed for at least another 15 minutes. Haha)

Lately, I haven’t been feeling that great and I guess it’s because I’ve been too stressed out. Hopefully the last few weeks of June would make me happy. I need to find a summer job as well. I need the money and since I’m going to be in college soon, I don’t want to be that broke since college does that to you. =/

Well, I’ll soon try to figure out how to merge this wordpress blog with my site. Anyone know any good tutorials? Also, please answer the poll on Heart Smash, if you haven’t already. I added 4 wallpapers some time ago, and I really like them. ^^ I hope people enjoy them too even though I doubt anyone would use them. xD

No school tomorrow. Finally, a day off. ^^ Too bad there are no more long breaks. I feel a bit free since I’m done with many projects but I still have things to do but as of right now, I feel like I can have time to myself. I still have to get ready for prom, which I’m not prepared for at all. I really don’t know if I’ll be able to get everything ready before it. I would hope so. I do not want to pay for having a lousy time because I couldn’t get everything I needed. =/

What surprised me from the comments was when people said that I had multiple blogs. Haha, I don’t understand because I only have ONE. This one. I used to have Cutenews, but then I don’t use it anymore. Well it’s still on Heart Smash, but I only use it to update about the site. It’s kind of like the same function as Twitter, at least the way I’m using it anyways. Weird. Anyways, I feel so weird lately. Maybe it’s because of all the stress. I hope things will get better soon or else … I have no clue.

Okay, let me try not to bore anyone anymore. I find it funny how when interesting things happen, I never blog about it. I always end up blogging on things that are blah. xD

Well I watched Dance Flick today. It was pretty fun but it wasn’t what I expected it to be. I thought it was going to be better. I guess not.

I haven’t started my homework and I have so much of that to do. I also have two projects, not due Monday but soon. I also have to worry about prom–limo and dress and all that other stuff. I still also have to worry about some college stuff. Argg, I don’t want to graduate yet since I’ll miss high school but I can’t wait for it to be summer either. I really deserve a break. D;

I’m also so uninspired. I don’t know what to do with the site. I don’t want to get rid of it since I had it for quite a long time. One reason why I have no inspiration is because I don’t really have time. I don’t want to abandon the site. I just need some time to think about what I want to do so that I can get some inspiration so that I can add stuff to Heart Smash. I’m also going to try to make Heart Smash and the blog together instead of separately.

I am so damn sore. My legs hurt so much. Argg. And I’m so busy this weekend, I can’t go shopping for prom or anything like that. I have so many things to do for this month. Second term of senior year is supposed to be less stressful but it’s still way stressful for me. I can’t wait for my AP to be over and then I can concentrate on other stuff. One less thing to be worried about.

I’ll try to update soon and with less boring posts. I never have anything interesting to say or when I do, I never remember or have the time to blog about it. T___T