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Music: Away - I The Tri Top’s feat. JACE

July is almost over which means that college is soon coming. AHHH -runs away- I don’t think I want to experience college just yet. It has been slowly hitting me that I will never be in High School ever again. Now that I’m gone, I’m missing it. I remember that back in freshman year, I hated it so much. Now it is the total opposite. Anyways I haven’t really prepared for dorming. I didn’t buy any dorm supplies nor school supplies. I’m going to go shopping tomorrow so I guess I can check out things that I will need. I know I’m so going to forget some necessities. It’s because I’m used to them just being there at home that I will probably forget about them when I’m away and only remember when I need it. I think I’ll have to ransack my home and look through every inch to check to see what I will need in college. Haha.

Anyways, I put up a new layout on Heart Smash. Since I haven’t merged this blog with it yet, I put up a Cbox on the sidebar so that people can just comment there if they wanted to say something instead of having no way to talk to me. Sooner or later I will merge the two together. Thank you Margaret for your suggestion. I will go try it even though I will most likely mess something up along the way like I always do. XD’

I think I’ll stop typing now. For some reasons, my right middle finger hurts. I think I probably accidentally hit my bone against something. D;

Music: Again & Again - 2PM

Guess who’s a high school graduate? So now that school’s over, I started to think about my last four years in school. It still hasn’t really hit me yet that high school is over. It would have been the best four years of my life but there are some things that don’t make it as memorable. Oh well. Hopefully college can make up for it even though it already started becoming bad for me. Hopefully I’ll be able to fix those problems over the summer. I want a fresh new start when I go to college.

So now that school is out, summer is here. Finally. I’ve been waiting for summer to come and it seems to have come by quickly. Senior year passed by so quickly that I missed out on a lot of things. I don’t have a summer job but I guess I can still try to look for one even though I doubt there are any available at this time. It’s okay, I’ll go roam around and explore. xD I will probably hang out and maybe even catch up with my photography. The places near where I live are pretty so it should make for some great photos. Now all I need to do is buy a new memory card …

Well, I finally made a new layout for Heart Smash. It turned out not as great as I wanted to .. as usual. It’s too plain. The background is too white. =/ Oh well. I’ll try to make it better on the next layout. Now all I have to do is try to combine Heart Smash with wordpress by putting wordpress on the front page the way I used to have Cutenews there like that. Anyone have any nice tutorials that can help me with it? I’d greatly appreciate any help that you guys can give me. =)

Also, guess what? I’m sick. T___T What a great way to start off the summer. I’m a lot better now and I hope I’m all well by the time it’s my birthday. With all the senior year stress, I almost forgot that it’s my birthday. I’m almost 18. Don’t I feel old. I’ll miss being 17 and not legal. xD Only one more day of being 17. Hope being 18 would be nice.

It still hasn’t hit me yet that High School is over for me. All that’s left is Graduation, which I do not want to experience yet. I remember when I first entered, I was like, I HATE THIS SCHOOL, I want to go back to middle school. Well now that I’m graduating, I don’t want to go to college and I want to stay in high school. Though in college, even when I’m graduating, I will not want to stay in college, I’ll probably wish to stay in high school. People do say that high school is the best four years of your life. But then there are also those who say that college is. Anyways, I will definitely miss high school. I’m not really looking forward to college all that much. At least not yet.

I’ll be graduating next week. It’ll probably hit me then that it’s over for me. I’ll miss everyone and my four years in my school. Change is hard. >< I'll enjoy my summer before college. I hope it won't be that bad even though I know quite a lot about how college will be like, I have to experience it for myself to judge. I hope graduation turns out well.

On the other hand, prom was AMAZING. I didn’t expect it to turn out to be like this. But omg, how I wish the night didn’t end. Absolutely, one of the best nights of my life. If only I had more nights like this. <3

It’s almost the end of my high school years. I can’t believe that it passed by so quickly. I remember when I was a freshman, I disliked my school so much. Actually I disliked high school a lot, but I think it was mostly because of my school. However, I have come to love my school even though there are many downs to going there. Now I’m going to miss it so damn much. I’ll miss being a teenage in high school. I will not miss the work though. Or maybe I will. Depends on how challenging the college work is. xD Though I’m sure it’s going to be a lot harder. -duh-

Graduation is coming up in less than 2 weeks and am I prepared? Hell no. But am I ever prepared for anything? =/ I’m not ready for college yet although I am a bit excited about dorming. I am going to miss my home though. And all the luxuries here seeing as I can’t bring everything there. I hate dorm rooms for being so damn small. T___T I’ll have to manage. How am I going to decide what to bring and what not to? I like having everything with me. ^^

I have been so busy these past few weeks like I mentioned so many times before. This week will probably die down a bit with the stress, hopefully. Then it will start again next week. Then school is out and summerrrrrrrrrrr<3 I do not know what I am doing yet though. I want a job but .. nice jobs are hard to find. >< Would someone like to offer me a job? Or better yet, just provide me with the money? xD Who wouldn't love that.

Anyways I'll have more time this week, so during the middle of the week and beyond, I will probably attempt to try to merge my Wordpress blog with Heart Smash. Wish me luck with that. Anyways, I haven’t added any content since the wallpapers because I didn’t have time. However, this week I will probably add more. Some more wallpapers perhaps? I don’t think anyone likes them enough to use though. But they sure are fun to make.

It’s really late and I haven’t had the proper amount of sleep since forever. Especially last week. Dealing with prom is some hardcore stuff. It’s almost 4 and I should have been off to bed at least 2 hours ago … Good night. ^^ (Although I’m pretty sure I won’t be in bed for at least another 15 minutes. Haha)

Music: Fire - 2NE1

I haven’t started my homework and I have so much of that to do. I also have two projects, not due Monday but soon. I also have to worry about prom–limo and dress and all that other stuff. I still also have to worry about some college stuff. Argg, I don’t want to graduate yet since I’ll miss high school but I can’t wait for it to be summer either. I really deserve a break. D;

I’m also so uninspired. I don’t know what to do with the site. I don’t want to get rid of it since I had it for quite a long time. One reason why I have no inspiration is because I don’t really have time. I don’t want to abandon the site. I just need some time to think about what I want to do so that I can get some inspiration so that I can add stuff to Heart Smash. I’m also going to try to make Heart Smash and the blog together instead of separately.