Annie’s Blog ♥

Hey guys. College is starting for me in around 2 weeks or so. I’m not sure if I will have time for the site. I will probably have time depending on how much work I get. I have the weekends off of course, so I can always use that time for my site or at night after classes or something. I definitely do not want  to abandon my site. Maybe I’ll come back with a domain or something?

I haven’t had that much time recently to work on converting my site to Wordpress/combining Heart Smash with the blog. I need to hurry up and finish my necessary shopping for dorm supplies and clothes and such. Hopefully I can find everything I need and hopefully won’t turn out to be that broke. I also need to register for a credit card or something …

Music: Away - I The Tri Top’s feat. JACE

July is almost over which means that college is soon coming. AHHH -runs away- I don’t think I want to experience college just yet. It has been slowly hitting me that I will never be in High School ever again. Now that I’m gone, I’m missing it. I remember that back in freshman year, I hated it so much. Now it is the total opposite. Anyways I haven’t really prepared for dorming. I didn’t buy any dorm supplies nor school supplies. I’m going to go shopping tomorrow so I guess I can check out things that I will need. I know I’m so going to forget some necessities. It’s because I’m used to them just being there at home that I will probably forget about them when I’m away and only remember when I need it. I think I’ll have to ransack my home and look through every inch to check to see what I will need in college. Haha.

Anyways, I put up a new layout on Heart Smash. Since I haven’t merged this blog with it yet, I put up a Cbox on the sidebar so that people can just comment there if they wanted to say something instead of having no way to talk to me. Sooner or later I will merge the two together. Thank you Margaret for your suggestion. I will go try it even though I will most likely mess something up along the way like I always do. XD’

I think I’ll stop typing now. For some reasons, my right middle finger hurts. I think I probably accidentally hit my bone against something. D;

Music: Please Be Nice To Me - Kim Hyun Joong

About two weeks of summer passed by so quickly. Soon I’ll be off to college. Oh no. I am not ready to go back to school. I’m not used to living away from home for so long. I already have so many things to worry about due to college, especially in the dorming area. I am stressing myself out with this stuff. I know I shouldn’t but I just can’t help it. It’s in my nature to worry … and to stress out about everything. >.>

On the other hand, I am determined to make this summer worthwhile minus the college stress. This will probably be the last work-free summer. I almost got a job this summer but I’m glad I didn’t. I need to enjoy this summer seeing as I’ll most likely have to get a job next summer to pay for college. WHY IS COLLEGE SO DAMN EXPENSIVE?!?! D; Evil. I better get a good future out of this. Haha. xD

My site looks abandoned. Well, it kind of is. I haven’t really added anything to it. I still do not know how to merge wordpress with Heart Smash. Well thanks Margaret for the suggestion! However, I do not know how to make wordpress layouts. How great. Should I just eliminate the blog or just keep them both separate? I feel the need to let my visitors (the ones that are left anyways) comment on site related issues seeing as my blogs are so damn boring that hardly anyone reads them. xD And they are always about the same stuff. But most of the time it’s because I always forget to blog about the interesting things and when I remember to blog, there’s always never anything to blog about.

Anyways, I moved my graphics (icons) journal to MintJar (LJ). I decided to use l0veannie as a private blog.

These few upcoming days will be extremely busy and stressful. After that, I’ll be able to relax a lot more. I’ve been inspired a lot these past few days. Maybe I’ll become more inspired afterwards to do something about Heart Smash.

Music: Again & Again - 2PM

Guess who’s a high school graduate? So now that school’s over, I started to think about my last four years in school. It still hasn’t really hit me yet that high school is over. It would have been the best four years of my life but there are some things that don’t make it as memorable. Oh well. Hopefully college can make up for it even though it already started becoming bad for me. Hopefully I’ll be able to fix those problems over the summer. I want a fresh new start when I go to college.

So now that school is out, summer is here. Finally. I’ve been waiting for summer to come and it seems to have come by quickly. Senior year passed by so quickly that I missed out on a lot of things. I don’t have a summer job but I guess I can still try to look for one even though I doubt there are any available at this time. It’s okay, I’ll go roam around and explore. xD I will probably hang out and maybe even catch up with my photography. The places near where I live are pretty so it should make for some great photos. Now all I need to do is buy a new memory card …

Well, I finally made a new layout for Heart Smash. It turned out not as great as I wanted to .. as usual. It’s too plain. The background is too white. =/ Oh well. I’ll try to make it better on the next layout. Now all I have to do is try to combine Heart Smash with wordpress by putting wordpress on the front page the way I used to have Cutenews there like that. Anyone have any nice tutorials that can help me with it? I’d greatly appreciate any help that you guys can give me. =)

Also, guess what? I’m sick. T___T What a great way to start off the summer. I’m a lot better now and I hope I’m all well by the time it’s my birthday. With all the senior year stress, I almost forgot that it’s my birthday. I’m almost 18. Don’t I feel old. I’ll miss being 17 and not legal. xD Only one more day of being 17. Hope being 18 would be nice.

It’s almost the end of my high school years. I can’t believe that it passed by so quickly. I remember when I was a freshman, I disliked my school so much. Actually I disliked high school a lot, but I think it was mostly because of my school. However, I have come to love my school even though there are many downs to going there. Now I’m going to miss it so damn much. I’ll miss being a teenage in high school. I will not miss the work though. Or maybe I will. Depends on how challenging the college work is. xD Though I’m sure it’s going to be a lot harder. -duh-

Graduation is coming up in less than 2 weeks and am I prepared? Hell no. But am I ever prepared for anything? =/ I’m not ready for college yet although I am a bit excited about dorming. I am going to miss my home though. And all the luxuries here seeing as I can’t bring everything there. I hate dorm rooms for being so damn small. T___T I’ll have to manage. How am I going to decide what to bring and what not to? I like having everything with me. ^^

I have been so busy these past few weeks like I mentioned so many times before. This week will probably die down a bit with the stress, hopefully. Then it will start again next week. Then school is out and summerrrrrrrrrrr<3 I do not know what I am doing yet though. I want a job but .. nice jobs are hard to find. >< Would someone like to offer me a job? Or better yet, just provide me with the money? xD Who wouldn't love that.

Anyways I'll have more time this week, so during the middle of the week and beyond, I will probably attempt to try to merge my Wordpress blog with Heart Smash. Wish me luck with that. Anyways, I haven’t added any content since the wallpapers because I didn’t have time. However, this week I will probably add more. Some more wallpapers perhaps? I don’t think anyone likes them enough to use though. But they sure are fun to make.

It’s really late and I haven’t had the proper amount of sleep since forever. Especially last week. Dealing with prom is some hardcore stuff. It’s almost 4 and I should have been off to bed at least 2 hours ago … Good night. ^^ (Although I’m pretty sure I won’t be in bed for at least another 15 minutes. Haha)