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Music: Please Be Nice To Me - Kim Hyun Joong

About two weeks of summer passed by so quickly. Soon I’ll be off to college. Oh no. I am not ready to go back to school. I’m not used to living away from home for so long. I already have so many things to worry about due to college, especially in the dorming area. I am stressing myself out with this stuff. I know I shouldn’t but I just can’t help it. It’s in my nature to worry … and to stress out about everything. >.>

On the other hand, I am determined to make this summer worthwhile minus the college stress. This will probably be the last work-free summer. I almost got a job this summer but I’m glad I didn’t. I need to enjoy this summer seeing as I’ll most likely have to get a job next summer to pay for college. WHY IS COLLEGE SO DAMN EXPENSIVE?!?! D; Evil. I better get a good future out of this. Haha. xD

My site looks abandoned. Well, it kind of is. I haven’t really added anything to it. I still do not know how to merge wordpress with Heart Smash. Well thanks Margaret for the suggestion! However, I do not know how to make wordpress layouts. How great. Should I just eliminate the blog or just keep them both separate? I feel the need to let my visitors (the ones that are left anyways) comment on site related issues seeing as my blogs are so damn boring that hardly anyone reads them. xD And they are always about the same stuff. But most of the time it’s because I always forget to blog about the interesting things and when I remember to blog, there’s always never anything to blog about.

Anyways, I moved my graphics (icons) journal to MintJar (LJ). I decided to use l0veannie as a private blog.

These few upcoming days will be extremely busy and stressful. After that, I’ll be able to relax a lot more. I’ve been inspired a lot these past few days. Maybe I’ll become more inspired afterwards to do something about Heart Smash.

It’s almost the end of my high school years. I can’t believe that it passed by so quickly. I remember when I was a freshman, I disliked my school so much. Actually I disliked high school a lot, but I think it was mostly because of my school. However, I have come to love my school even though there are many downs to going there. Now I’m going to miss it so damn much. I’ll miss being a teenage in high school. I will not miss the work though. Or maybe I will. Depends on how challenging the college work is. xD Though I’m sure it’s going to be a lot harder. -duh-

Graduation is coming up in less than 2 weeks and am I prepared? Hell no. But am I ever prepared for anything? =/ I’m not ready for college yet although I am a bit excited about dorming. I am going to miss my home though. And all the luxuries here seeing as I can’t bring everything there. I hate dorm rooms for being so damn small. T___T I’ll have to manage. How am I going to decide what to bring and what not to? I like having everything with me. ^^

I have been so busy these past few weeks like I mentioned so many times before. This week will probably die down a bit with the stress, hopefully. Then it will start again next week. Then school is out and summerrrrrrrrrrr<3 I do not know what I am doing yet though. I want a job but .. nice jobs are hard to find. >< Would someone like to offer me a job? Or better yet, just provide me with the money? xD Who wouldn't love that.

Anyways I'll have more time this week, so during the middle of the week and beyond, I will probably attempt to try to merge my Wordpress blog with Heart Smash. Wish me luck with that. Anyways, I haven’t added any content since the wallpapers because I didn’t have time. However, this week I will probably add more. Some more wallpapers perhaps? I don’t think anyone likes them enough to use though. But they sure are fun to make.

It’s really late and I haven’t had the proper amount of sleep since forever. Especially last week. Dealing with prom is some hardcore stuff. It’s almost 4 and I should have been off to bed at least 2 hours ago … Good night. ^^ (Although I’m pretty sure I won’t be in bed for at least another 15 minutes. Haha)

Hey guys. Sorry I haven’t blogged in such a long time. I’ve been too busy, as usual. Graduation is coming up very soon as well as prom. I’m not ready for both. I still need to shop for prom and all that stuff. I really hope I get everything or almost everything I need today. Finals are coming up soon and I’m not all that worried but you know, it’s still stressful and all.

Lately, I haven’t been feeling that great and I guess it’s because I’ve been too stressed out. Hopefully the last few weeks of June would make me happy. I need to find a summer job as well. I need the money and since I’m going to be in college soon, I don’t want to be that broke since college does that to you. =/

Well, I’ll soon try to figure out how to merge this wordpress blog with my site. Anyone know any good tutorials? Also, please answer the poll on Heart Smash, if you haven’t already. I added 4 wallpapers some time ago, and I really like them. ^^ I hope people enjoy them too even though I doubt anyone would use them. xD

Music: This Song - 2AM

No school tomorrow. Finally, a day off. ^^ Too bad there are no more long breaks. I feel a bit free since I’m done with many projects but I still have things to do but as of right now, I feel like I can have time to myself. I still have to get ready for prom, which I’m not prepared for at all. I really don’t know if I’ll be able to get everything ready before it. I would hope so. I do not want to pay for having a lousy time because I couldn’t get everything I needed. =/

What surprised me from the comments was when people said that I had multiple blogs. Haha, I don’t understand because I only have ONE. This one. I used to have Cutenews, but then I don’t use it anymore. Well it’s still on Heart Smash, but I only use it to update about the site. It’s kind of like the same function as Twitter, at least the way I’m using it anyways. Weird. Anyways, I feel so weird lately. Maybe it’s because of all the stress. I hope things will get better soon or else … I have no clue.

Okay, let me try not to bore anyone anymore. I find it funny how when interesting things happen, I never blog about it. I always end up blogging on things that are blah. xD

Well I watched Dance Flick today. It was pretty fun but it wasn’t what I expected it to be. I thought it was going to be better. I guess not.

Music: Extreme - Lee Min Ho

I am so damn sore. My legs hurt so much. Argg. And I’m so busy this weekend, I can’t go shopping for prom or anything like that. I have so many things to do for this month. Second term of senior year is supposed to be less stressful but it’s still way stressful for me. I can’t wait for my AP to be over and then I can concentrate on other stuff. One less thing to be worried about.

I’ll try to update soon and with less boring posts. I never have anything interesting to say or when I do, I never remember or have the time to blog about it. T___T