Posts Tagged ‘stress’

Confused

April 1, 2009 - 10:40 pm 5 Comments

Music: Insomnia - Wheesung

I am so confused. I do not know where to go for college. It would have been so much easier if I got rejected to all but one. Then I wouldn’t have to choose. Okay, maybe not that great but @%#^@#%@^.

I am stuck between two choices right now and it really all just depends on what I want to major in, which I still am undecided about. I had a clue but then now I’m not so sure. I have to decide soon. This is so hard. If I make the wrong choice, I’ll be ruining my future or at least that’s what it feels like right now. I hate this.

Spring break is next week starting on Thursday and I will probably kill myself over the break trying to decide. I hope I make the right choice without stressing myself too much even though I know I will. T__T

Too Much

March 27, 2009 - 10:19 pm 2 Comments

Music: Makin’ A Lover - SS501

I have way too many things to do this weekend, I don’t even know if I’ll be able to finish it all. Also I am really sore and tired from this week. I haven’t gotten much rest. I have so many things to do that I didn’t even get to watch Boys Over Flowers this week.

I should have gotten some things up on the site by now, but I’m too busy. It’s almost spring break, FINALLY. Only one and a half more weeks of school and then vacation.

I’m mad now, so much shit to do, and tired and sore. I’ll get new things up next week, I really hope I’ll be able to. =[ Maybe a new layout too since the new one is very plain. =/

I’ll blog later.

Sick T__T

March 12, 2009 - 9:40 pm 3 Comments

Music: Why I Like You - Super Junior

I think I’m sick again. How great is that. >.> It seems like I get sick easily. Not sick enough that I can’t go to school but it’s still not a nice feeling. My eyes feel so tired. I have so many tests and quizzes tomorrow and I have yet to study, not that I do a lot of that anyways. I’ll probably cram tomorrow in school. =/

I updated my livejournal with two icon batches. Here and here. Anyways, I’ll update again soon and put up my site layout soon. I feel so stressed these days and it isn’t school related, at least not most of it anyways. T___T I’m really tired and I don’t feel like doing anything anymore. I think I’ll just go to sleep now. >< Good night guys. <3

Oh Dear

November 30, 2008 - 10:24 pm 2 Comments

I was supposed to have blogged like last week, but didn’t have time.

I watched Twilight on Wednesday. It was okay. Of course, it was no where as good as the book. I found the movie too fast paced, but I guess that’s what they had to do since the movie couldn’t be way too long.

Happy Belated Thanksgiving everyone~ I spent it with my family, like usual. We went over to my cousins’ house. I stayed there for two days and came back on Saturday morning. Did anyone go shopping on Black Friday? I would never wake up so early to wait at a store. People do crazy things. I heard that people got killed on that day. Wow, that’s just insane. I did go shopping though, but not until like 12-1pm or something like that. I didn’t even buy anything. T_T I find myself not buying anything. I don’t think I’ve bought anything since like a few months ago. :O I also went shopping on Saturday, but didn’t buy anything as well.

I don’t feel like going back to school. I feel really uneasy right now and I’m not really sure why. This month is going to be way hectic. I have two term projects due, SAT IIs and the rest of the college process, on top of all my other classes. I already have a headache. I can’t wait till this is all over. I really want to be able to enjoy my holiday. I feel like this college process is taking over my life, well it kind of is. Arggg, I don’t know what to do anymore. ;~;

Oh, and I joined Virus MB. ;]
My username there is: –lovee. How original. [/end sarcasm] Lol, I was too lazy to think of a better one.

Annoying

November 14, 2008 - 11:46 pm 2 Comments

Once again, I am PISSED! Like it’s always the same people that are making me pissed over and over again. And it’s like basically them doing the same thing all the time. They just don’t get it. Um, HELLO?! It’s annoying. I’m pretty sure if you actually LOOKED at me and saw how I was like, you’d see that I’m so DAMN annoyed at what you’re doing. Apparently, certain people just don’t get it.

Bleh, I’m so tired. No sleep this week, but then again when did I ever have enough sleep? xD Finally got my list of colleges that I’m applying to. Did part of the process but still got more to do. I am so stressed already. ARG, Senior year is SOO NOT fun yet. >___> I can’t wait till I’m done with this college process. I’m going to be so relieved. But then I’ll get anxious again when it comes to getting the letters about acceptance or rejection. -dead-